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Lirik Not Supposed to Be Here

Never Too Different
Yeah, yeah
Alright, yeah

At thirteen, I joined cyphers in Boston, I took the train
My first time out the north shore before tour and the fame
Surrounded by these Black and Spanish dudes, middle or late twenties
They could tell I lived a sheltered life
They still chose to respect me
I was timid, they were braver
I would spit, but they were better
Talkin' 'bout much realer things
Dead friends and gang pressure
I would just rap about rappin'
But they still were never haters
Huggin' my mom when they met her
Told her her son's gon' be major
My dad wasn't the bravest
So I looked up to those dudes as real men, my motivation
Way more talented than me
They said the bar that I was chasin'
Fast-forward, I'm the only one who made it
Nah, I'm not supposed to be here

My neighbors drive a Tesla, young daughter in the backseat
Get mad when I whip fast down the cul-de-sac happy
My other neighbors are a older couple, maybe sixties
Probably worked their whole life
To get that house and drive that Bentley
Four levels, big door, long, tall stairs
On the other side, there's a crib like theirs
Three young kids, early twenties, no parents
Every Friday night, eight other cars are next to theirs
And I wonder what they think
Do they even know there's just that one kid payin' for it?
The two others are his bros
Getting used to a lifestyle they may never reach alone
They think that I'm doing them a favor, but I don't know
What happens when I wanna move or wanna be alone?
Am I selfish? Do I trick my friends with life that ain't their own?
Five-star meals, cleaning ladies are the norm
I love my fucking dogs, I'd do anything for 'em
I wanna take 'em with me everywhere, that's what I do it for
But are they gon' resent me if one day I cannot do it no more?
Feel like I'm trickin' fate and all these blessings
Might disguise a spoiled kid with homies
I gotta remind that we're not supposed to be here

It could be just coincidence or maybe fate planned it
The house that I moved into with my money
From Atlantic was my dream house
'Til I realized where I got the dream from
It looked exactly like my best friend's house in seventh grade
The same house I used to steal from
When he was out of town
I used to break in with my older friend and look around
And take anything of value that I saw
The most ironic part about it all
Is that the kid who lived there wasn't just a friend
He was the only kid who convinced me to put my music on the internet
Without him, I never would be on these steps
Now this house is just a stark reminder
Of the bad friend I've always been
Liar that I've always been, cheater and deceiver still
Lucky motherfucker, but know how to play the victim still
They tell me I fell off and fans defend me, nah, it's okay
I promise, I'm not even supposed to be here in the first place